http://pemavajradesigns.com Recent blog posts from my shop. en-US We wake up.
We move.
We strive.
We build.
We protect.
We accumulate.
We become. And underneath it all is the quiet, undeniable truth: One day… you won’t. The body stops.
The story ends.
The doing ceases. Thu, 07 May 2026 10:25:20 -0400 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1480426474926/you-do-until-you-dont https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1480426474926/you-do-until-you-dont?pub=1778163920 Something happens—a sound, a sensation, a thought. Then almost instantly, a second thought appears:“This is happening to me.”That second thought is subtle, automatic, and rarely questioned.
But it is the moment the “self” is born. Without that thought, there is only:
hearing
seeing
feeling
thinking
No owner. No center. No “me.”Just experience, unfolding. Wed, 06 May 2026 10:22:50 -0400 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1481354924734/to-me-or-not-to-me https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1481354924734/to-me-or-not-to-me?pub=1778077370 There are certain numbers humanity has learned to fear.
None more infamous than 666. For centuries it has been branded as “the number of the beast,” a symbol of evil, corruption, darkness, temptation, and separation from God. Entire systems of fear have been constructed around it. But what if this interpretation misses the deeper point entirely? What if 666 is not pointing to evil at all? What if it is pointing directly to the structure of dualistic human consciousness itself? Not evil. Wed, 06 May 2026 09:39:31 -0400 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1484712792212/666-and-the-myth-of-evil https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1484712792212/666-and-the-myth-of-evil?pub=1778074771 Your beliefs? Taught.
Your identity? Assembled.
Your story? Rehearsed. So what part of that is actually you? Strip away culture, religion, race, gender, status, memory—what’s left? Don’t answer too fast.
That reflex to answer is the problem. We cling to identity like it’s oxygen. Why? Because belonging feels like survival. If I am this, then I belong there.
If I belong, then I am safe. Sun, 12 Apr 2026 18:43:32 -0400 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1480573113593/why-the-world-suffers https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1480573113593/why-the-world-suffers?pub=1776033812 In the relative world, orgasm is perhaps the closest most of us come to tasting the dissolution of separation. Not because of the act itself—but because of what disappears within it. For a fleeting instant, the illusion of subject and object collapses. There is no “one” having the experience. No giver. No receiver. No time. No distance. Just presence. This is why it is so sought after. Tue, 07 Apr 2026 14:38:04 -0400 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1478268518938/sex-spirituality-and-our-true-nature https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1478268518938/sex-spirituality-and-our-true-nature?pub=1775587084 Stop waiting. Stop looking outward. Stop trying to decode signs and symbols as if God is hiding behind the curtain of existence. There is no curtain. There is only this. And this is already speaking. Not in words——but in being. Tue, 24 Mar 2026 16:52:09 -0400 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1474541264718/a-message-from-god-for-the-me https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1474541264718/a-message-from-god-for-the-me?pub=1774385529 Thu, 26 Feb 2026 21:28:21 -0500 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1469738483779/the-magic-of-is https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1469738483779/the-magic-of-is?pub=1772159301 There is an ancient story about a wooden vessel carrying pairs of animals across a vast flood. We have read it as history, myth, religion, morality tale — but there is another way to see it. Noah’s Ark is the egoic self. Every one of us is that ark. We float in an immeasurable ocean — awareness itself. Within this ocean appears what we call “me.” A center point. A narrator. A chooser. A defender. A judge. And inside this ark live the pairs: masculine and feminine, attraction and aversion, fear and desire, pride and shame, hope and despair. The ark is duality organized into a personality. Thu, 12 Feb 2026 15:27:36 -0500 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1464954484086/noahs-arkthe-egoic-self https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1464954484086/noahs-arkthe-egoic-self?pub=1770928056 Mon, 09 Feb 2026 16:39:45 -0500 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1465444105901/is-is-what-is-is https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1465444105901/is-is-what-is-is?pub=1770673185 Oneness isn’t achieved.
It isn’t learned.
It isn’t earned through merit badges or incense smoke. It is the simple recognition that: There was never a separation to begin with. Time Full mind dances. Wed, 07 Jan 2026 14:26:23 -0500 https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1453076321637/time-full-mind-versus-time-less-mind https://pemavajradesigns.com/post/1453076321637/time-full-mind-versus-time-less-mind?pub=1767813983